Whatever holiday you choose you will be very well looked after by the JY team. Like you, I was widdowed after 40 years and was dubious about taking that first holiday 'alone'. First trip I did was to America, last year to Thailand and this year I am going to China. Last year and this year together with a like-minded lady I met on the America trip. Go for it, I'm sure you will enjoy the change of scene and meeting new people.